Epiphany

It's so weird, everyone at my age is concerned about hookups and flings and I don't want that. I've only ever loved one person and he broke my heart. I honestly thought he was going to be the one. After he told me time after time how much he loved me, how I was the only one that could ever understand and care, he said he wanted to marry me...how could I not think he was the one? Time changes all though. We don't even talk anymore. We're no longer apart of each other's lives and the sad thing is, now or 10 years from now he could call with a problem and I'd jump through hoops and break my back to try and help. That's the person I am, I see the good more than the bad in all people. My fatal flaw. I just want someone who sees the good in me, who stays and won't leave no matter what and actually means it. Someone who doesn't say permanent things based on temporary feelings. I want to spoil someone rotten, shower them with affection so they know how much they mean to me. Be nothing but good to them. That's all. I'm the nice girl and no matter what that won't change.