:/

It's been a week since we broke up and I'm still crying myself to sleep every night. I didn't think you were going to have this effect on me but you do.

My life is falling apart...

Problematic

I have way too many issues...

Idk.

Am I just fooling myself? I don't know what to think or feel right now. I don't know whether to be hurt, betrayed and pissed off or to just forget it ever happened. But if i forget it will I only be setting myself up for more pain. I don't know what to do...

:)

Life is good right now.

Failure

Not only have I failed myself, I've failed the one person I care most about in my life and for that I'm sorry.

It's Been Awhile

So obviously I haven't posted in awhile, but that is only because things are going pretty well in my life right now.  Just wanted to put that out there.

Ughh

Just when you think things are finally turning around something comes back and destroys it all.

Every Night

"That same girl that plasters a smile on her face and laughs every once in awhile, is the same girl that cries herself to sleep every night..."
Whoever wrote this quote is possibly the only person who knows what I'm going through right now.

You.

You are most definitely the greatest person in my life right now. You may not know that I feel this way or that this blog even exists but you're the only one who texted me everyday while I was sick and in and out of the ER. Please don't ever change. I am so grateful you're in my life.