Friday, December 31, 2010

Inspirational

My absolute favorite song, not to mention a song that inspires me to be who I am and not what people want me to be.  It reminds me to follow my heart and let the world see me for me.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Hidden

Within the LOVELIEST of people there are LIES.  They may be hidden but their there. You just have to see beyond the obvious and look harder.  You'll find it eventually, you may not like it but at least you know the truth.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Stupid.

" What's the meaning of a cladogram??"  You sit there and think, everyone else knows the answer and you don't. "I don't know." sends your self-esteem in a downward spiral.  How do you think it feels when someone calls you stupid but you know that they're kidding and even though you know they're kidding it still hurts.  It still makes you feel like you're a complete idiot.  You sit in class and when called all you can do is say "I don't know" and laugh just so people see that you don't care.  But you do.  It tears me up inside to see friends feel that way and I even have the occasional feeling.  All I can do is tell them/myself that I'm okay with what you/I know and what you/I don't know. Don't let some silly little question that most likely will never be used again interfere in your lifestyle.

Monday, December 13, 2010

Life Sucks.

"Life Sucks." words that have left the mouth of every adolescent or adult in some day or time.  Do you ever wonder why we feel the need to express ourselves in a current situation by using those words.  I do.  I see it as a summarization of all the wrong that's been witnessed by a certain person.  To me Life Sucks is a way to describe a situation where I am wrongfully treated resulting in a state of mild depression or a situation where I consider Life itself to not be fair.  In other cases some people might see it as a way to describe not only their situations but the situations of others.  For instance, think of the starving people in our world, the homeless, the abused, and the ill.  For them Life may suck because it means you have to go on living knowing that you may not see another year, or month or even a day.  It's painful to know that your Life Sucks and you most likely can't do anything about it except for praying and hoping.  Even hope and prayer runs out.  Those of us who do know what those people go through can say Life Sucks because they sympathize with them.  I was given the chance to change some lives and it has changed my mindset completely. I know that you can't save every person out there but you can try...One Step at a Time.  I know that now whenever I feel the need to say, "Life Sucks." I think about the people whose Lives really do Suck...